Tonight I will die

 

 

 

Tonight I will die

Rope is hanging in the siling

Pills are on the table

Tonight I gone reveal

Something I am hiding.

 

Knife is on bed

It is sharp enough to cut my throat.

 

The cyanide on my pocket

Saying me to take it and die,  

I am just thinking how people react

How much my mother will cry?

 

But I am waiting

Tonight I will die,

I am gone kill a body

What has no soul,

What is already dead inside.  

 

Just thinking

How I should?

Cutting the vain

Or just hang

Taking the cyanide

Or just jump from the roof.

Or take the pill, on the table

Or just reveal

Reveal the truth.

 

I saw a picture smiling

It is my mother,

Stop thinking

How should I die?

I found my body get its soul back

I found I am alive.

 

The dead body of mine died

I found myself alive, once again

I found the love what is taken,

It is in the star

From where my mother is singing.

 

Tonight I gone burn my dead body

Started to live, as I should be.   

 

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6 thoughts on “Tonight I will die

  1. I find this post extremely scary and frightening. If you are suffering with depression please seek medical help, talk to a close friend or family member or seek counseling at your House of Worship. Your words are so disturbing that I cannot Like this post. Please get help.

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    1. You need not worry about that. I am not gone committed suicide.
      In this poem, I want to draw a picture of a boy who lost his mother and now he wanted to suicide. And at the end the boy found a hope to live so he burns the old him who want to die and start a new life. (Tonight I was gone burn my dead body
      Started to live, as I should be. )

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    1. You need not worry about that. I am not gone committed suicide.
      In this poem, I want to draw a picture of a boy who lost his mother and now he wanted to suicide. And at the end the boy found a hope to live so he burns the old him who want to die and start a new life. (Tonight I was gone burn my dead body
      Started to live, as I should be. )

      Liked by 1 person

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